Its been an year i moved out of my home country. This is the main thing wiring inside my brain for the past two weeks. I am thinking, introspecting the “Now n Then” aspect of it..
Past Present
Past:: I was criticed by my family members that i am gonna miss my life ?
Present:: Yes there is a slight move but i know my estimation graph can digest that.
Past:: I was strictly warned by my granny saying “i am behind money” ?
Present:: Its again an “I-factor” . Money is also one point but thats not the first point of me. Grany is a Grany is a Grany.
Past:: I was untrusted by my close friend after the revealing and moved out of the circle?
Present:: So far its an un-answered mystery to me more than my friend. certain things are closer and closer made wider – Kathaavilasam.
Past:: I went through very tuff family commotions
Present:: we are happy.
Past:: My Empolyment history( crediability, empolyment status, team, etc etc ) moved to recycle bin.
Present:: “Bo.urne Ulti.matum” will come soon.
Past:: My dream house is with some body?
Present:: Present continous.
Past:: My karna – the black horse ( KA -04 WXYZ ) is with my friend?
Present:: Past perfect.
Past:: I miss my veena stores idli, brindhavan meals, jayanagar bhajiis, etc etc
Present:: Mad Max.Dennys.Star Bucks.etc etc
Past:: My work dynamics, spectrum of things and approach towards technology?
Present:: I realized that i can’t live with my past glory. This is one big mistake i did in the past 7 months. i am comming back.
Past:: Early morning music classes. after a brief practice 15mints of spicy converations about some aspect of music and then a coffee. in Indira nagar.
Present: ekalivaya.
so still i am munching a lot in this .. may be i can update as n when i come across. By n large i am seeing the move is positive.
Analysis: Every decision of yours be critized, un-trusted by some body. if your estimation graph is perfect and create good pace within your life its worthwhile to take with some hiccups. Its time to run fast. thats what i learnt.
comming to the title its one of the good book i red in vikatan and then purchased a own copy too. kudos to s.ramakrishana. I like the pattern of book and every chapter of it. Book comprises of good user experiance. Good one and now its not with me also.
P.S>> red color is the past critics and gradient of present answers the fuzzy state of past to present.
